mari exercise!!

mari exercise!!

If you look inside a girl's heart

you'd sees how much she really cries,

you'll find secrets hidden, best friends, and lies,

but what you'll see the most is how hard it is

to stay strong when nothing's right

and everything's wrong.

[ unknown ]

Wednesday, December 31, 2008

wednesday giggles

This is an actual radio conversation between a United States Navy aircraft carrier (U.S.S. Abraham Lincoln) and Canadian authorities off the coast off Newfoundland in October 1995. (The radio conversation was released by the Chief of Naval Operations on 10/10/95 as authorized by the Freedom of Information Act.)

Please divert your course 15 degrees to the South to avoid a collision.

Recommend you divert your course 15 degrees to the North to avoid a collision.

Negative. You will have to divert your course 15 degrees to the South to avoid a collision.

This is the Captain of a US Navy ship. I say again, divert YOUR course.

No, I say again, you divert YOUR course.

This is the aircraft carrier USS Lincoln. The second largest ship in the United States Atlantic fleet. We are accompanied by three destroyers, three cruisers, and numerous support vessels. I demand that you change your course15 degrees north...
I say again...That's one-five degrees north.... or counter-measures will be undertaken to ensure the safety of this ship!

We are a lighthouse. Your call..


Here is Billy Connelly`s perception on chain letters, I hope it doesn`t offend anyone, it is meant to be funny...some people might find his humour crude, if so then please do not ready on..................


Hello, my name is Billy and I suffer from guilt for not forwarding 50 billion fucking chain letters sent to me by people who actually believe if you send them on, a poor six year old girl in Scotland with a breast on her forehead will be able to raise enough money to have it removed before her redneck parents sell her to a travelling freak show.

And, do you honestly believe that Bill Gates is going to give you, and everyone to whom you send "his" email, $1000?

How stupid are we?

Ooooh, looky here! If I scroll down this page and make a wish, I'll get laid by a model I just happen to run into the next day!

What a bunch of bullshit.

Maybe the evil chain letter leprechauns will come into my house and sodomize me in my sleep for not continuing a chain letter that was started by St Peter in 5AD and brought to this country by midget pilgrim stowaways on the Endeavour.

Fuck 'em!!

If you're going to forward something, at least send me something mildly amusing.

I've seen all the "send this to 10 of your closest friends, and this poor, wretched excuse for a human being will somehow receive a nickel from some omniscient being" forwards about 90 times.

I don't fucking care.

Show a little intelligence and think about what you're actually contributing to by sending out these forwards. Chances are, it's our own unpopularity.

The point being?

If you get some chain letter that's threatening to leave you shagless or luckless for the rest of your life, delete it.

If it's funny, send it on.

Don't piss people off by making them feel guilty about a leper in Botswana with no teeth who has been tied to the arse of a dead elephant for 27 years and whose only salvation is the 5 cents per letter he'll receive if you forward this email.

Now forward this to everyone you know. Otherwise, tomorrow morning your underwear will turn carnivorous and will consume your genitals.

Have a nice day.

Billy Connolly

P.S: Send me 15 bucks and then fuck off

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

day in.. day out..

another day in office!! and ts already 30th december.. tomorrow will be the last day of 2008.. its NEW YEAR!! so.. apa azam anda untuk tahun 2009? bagi saya, azam saya masih sama.. menjadi yang terbaik mungkin dan berdisiplin dan juga berusqha menurunkan erat badan seperti sebelum saya masuk kerja di Iktisas Environment iaitu XXkg.. untuk pengetahuan diri sendiri.. semenjak bekerja di Iktisas, berat badan saya dengan jayanya telah meningkat sebanyak 20kg... (yeah.. am a big loser.. i know..)

so, as for me.. the determination and purpose for 2009 will be about improvement in live, career, iman and taqwa also!! how am I gonna achieved it? hurmm.. lets see..
- career - find new job with salary RM26++
- iman & taqwa - will have to change myself.. (makin tua dah.. muhasabah diri lah sikit.. tak takur neraka ker??)
- life - will have to find my MR. RIGHT.. aiyaakk.. (ini yang paling.. super duper susah nak dicarik)
- weight!!! - diets and exercises! herbalife ker? or maybe... just exercise will do? will consult the dietitians later.. ahaha
(no.. no.. consult yong adilah and atiyah is okay..)

what ever lah kan.. anyway.. everybody need some changes in their life... positive or negative.. we ourselves must choose carefully.. me also want a changes in my life.. make it slow and steady.. tak boleh juga kan nak adopt rapid changes.. its not good to our surroundng, environment and most importantly.. ourself.. so, any changes that will have to take place must be done slowly.. slowly.. and finally, it is done.. ahahaha (this one is just an advice for me.. myself)


eh.. last few days, i watched movies with ADIK.. we watched HISTERIA and BEDTIME STORIES.. mula2 tuh.. tgk histeria dulu pukul 9.30malam.. habis dalam jam 11.05malam.. then, kitorang lepak-lepak sambil menunggu our 2nd movie.. bedtime stories.. by adam sandler.. start pukul 11.45malam dan habis pada jam 1.30pagi.. dah lama tak tengok wayang.. so, alang2 dah kelaur.. baik tengok 2 wayang terus.. ahaha

comment on histeria - okaylah.. tak lah seram sangat.. cerita die actually simple.. not very simple.. but, bile kita tgk setengah jalan.. dah boleh agak who is actually owned that jembalang busut.. takut-takut jugak mula2.. but.. tengah2 cerita tuh.. okay laa.. tapi yang pastinya.. ADIK TAK NAK MASUK SEKOLAH ASRAMA..

bedtime stories - normal.. mmg kalau adam sandler yang berlakon.. cerita tuh akan jadi sangat best, funny, hilarious and awesome.. best sangat2.. cute.. ahaha.. definitely recommended..

Monday, December 29, 2008


November 21, 2008 13:02 IST
Last Updated: November 21, 2008 13:12 IST

Michael Jackson has converted to Islam and changed his name to Mikaeel.

The 50-year-old star, pledged his allegiance to the Koran in a ceremony at a friend's mansion in Los Angeles, the Sun reported.

Jackson sat on the floor wearing a tiny hat after an Imam was summoned to officiate -- days before the singer is due to appear at London's [Images] High Court where he is being sued by an Arab Sheik, the paper said.

The star decided to adopt the new religion while he was recording a song at the home of his friend where a Jehovah's witness was brought up to help him through the ceremony.

The Court Of The Dancin' King

Apparently, the Beat It star was convinced by his producer and songwriter friends David Wharnsby and Phillip Bubal.

"They began talking to him about their beliefs, and how they thought they had become better people after they converted. Michael soon began warming to the idea. An Imam was summoned from the mosque and Michael went through the shahada, which is the Muslim declaration of belief," the source revealed.

Mikaeel is the name of one of Allah's angels.

*Where have Michael's millions gone?

"Jacko rejected an alternative name, Mustafa meaning "the chosen one", the source added.

The singer, who rarely ventures out without a mask, is due to give evidence on Monday in a 4.7 million pound lawsuit brought by Prince Abdulla Al-Khalif of Bahrain for defaulting on an exclusive recording contract.


wooww... so.. i really dont know what to comment with this one!! shocking..

Friday, December 26, 2008

friends forever..

today, i met yong adilah and ridha together with their kids.. raniah husna & aliah husna.. comelnya anak2 hang yong!!! I LIKE~
last night i spent time at office until 10pm and then, when i went home.. i cannot sleep.. so i continued with my report writing until.. dont know what time actually.. i just woke up in the morning at 10am, when yong call.. aiyaahh.. another late day to office.. so, i thought they will cut my half day salary already.. so, better today be half day in office.. so, i decided to go meet up with yong at One Utama.. ahaha.. best.. i love it.. i love seeing yong and family.. love going to one utama.. sales here and there.. the only missing things is MONEY.. aiyaa.. kecilnya gajiku... tak mampu aku nak membeli belah walaupon pada waktu ada jualan murah gila-gilaan.. pakai kad kredit kang.. haaa..

anyway.. its great to met yong and family tadi.. tp, so sorry i didnt give anything to her daughters.. uhhuhu.. nanti auntie us beli eh.. gambar pon lupa nak amek.. aduihh.. si clumsy.. totally forgot.. *sigh* bad, bad me

not to forget.. atiyah was also there too... ehehe.. best2.. aku suka jumpa kawan2 studioku... lebih2 lagi kalau beramai2.. waahh.. suka bangat.. minta maaf bos.. bukan saya sengaja mahu skip kerja dan pergi beronggeng.. tapi, saya terniat dan ape yang diniatkan.. mesti la nak dijadikan kenyataan.. ahahahah

yong's hubby.. ridha, belanja we all makan kat ITALIANNIES.. pasta, pizza and salad.. sedap giler.. seriously.. the prize not that expensive.. standar for that kind of restaurant.. but the pizza and salad is smashing.. sedap.. boleh makan lagi.. ehe..

Thursday, December 25, 2008

merry xmas... but still am at work!!

its 25th dec.. and its christmas.. well, eventhough muslims dont celebrate xmas.. at least all of us get to stay at home whole day.. its a holiday!! yeay.. (NOT!!)
i know.. i know.. been posting here in this blog for 3 times already.. yeah.. its my 3rd posts for today!!! its all because... I am here in this office!!! i have to work on holiday!! yayyy ME!!! i really have no mood.. deklin is throwing birthday party for her daughter in the evening.. tasha..(she turns 4 tomorrow.. but today is holiday aite.. everybody will be able to attend.. except me!)

the clock show.. its 7.15pm already.. its a holiday.. and its almost night.. and am still here in office.. wait.. wait...
why am I so sad? if im not in office, i will be at home or maybe at deklin's house.. if i'm at home.. it will be worst rite? i will have to do all the chores.. those brothers of mine would not bother to help.. so, its better to be OUT of the house!! but definitely NOT IN OFFICE!!! waaaaa...

sometimes.. I have not written much and it seems words do not come easily, probably because there is too much I would want to say. the things that came out if just how i felt in office.. which means.. its all about anger and hatred.. oh dear.. I really need to be thankful oh God!! Ya Allah...

Time, for yourself, for being alone in your heart of heart... try doing this a little while ago.. it is very relaxing.. after i came back, at least I can come to work with some sort of peace in my head.. and definitely, there is nothing wrong in doing anything to "muhasabah diri".

I dont know where I did I got this.. but, its fun to read..

Is it bad to take some time for yourself, to be alone in your heart of heart? is it selfish to spend a moment just to listen to the inner voice that knows all answers but that we are not listening to? Certainly not! But how difficult it is to do when we let the daily grind, stress and frenetic activities cover the sweet sound of our inner voice.

Finding Your Answer
Take a walk to a lake or other place at sunrise. As you walk along the shore, or sit quietly, imagine your thoughts being carried on the sun rays, lifted up and getting closer to the angels. Visualize the situation and the answer that you seek. Believe that you have received. Leave your worries with the angels and walk back to your life. Listen to your inner voice. Sooner or later things will unfold and you will find your answer.

Getting Closure for your Situation
In a similar manner, take a walk to a lake or other place at sundown. As you walk along the shore, or sit quietly, imagine your thoughts getting into the heart of the sun. Visualize the situation melting away. Feel the weight being removed from your shoulders. Take a deep breath, feel how easier it is. As the sun sets, visualize the situation, gone in ashes. You are now free to walk back to your life, lighter and relieved. Have no worries for soon, you will see a difference in your life.

You do not have to take my word for it, just try for yourself...




song from GREENDAY.. I just looveee greenday..
Time of ur life..
Another turning point;
A fork stuck in the road.
Time grabs you by the wrist;
Directs you where to go.

So make the best of this task and don't ask why.
It's not a question but a lesson learned in time.
It's something unpredictable
But in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

So take the photographs
And still frames in your mind.
Hang it on a shelf
In good health and good time.

Tattoos of memories
And dead skin on trial.
For what it's worth,
It was worth all the while.

It's something unpredictable
But in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

and ths one..
the dream is still alive.. from.. (i dont remember..)

Not so long ago we were so in phase
You and I could never forget the days
But then the fire seemed to flicker
Cold wind came and it carried us away
But well get back someday, baby

The dream is still alive
Look here in my eyes
Can you see what Im feeling?
The dream is still alive
The one of you and i
And my heartache is healing
I couldnt let it die
No I knew it would survive
The dream is still alive

Not so long ago in a purple haze
People dreamed out loud they were not afraid
They stopped the war but not the dying
Some got a little bit lost along the way
But somehow were here today
And we say

The dream is still alive
After all this time
The flame keeps on burning
The dream is still alive
The one of you and I
And my heartache is healing
I couldnt let it die
No I knew it would survive
The dream is, the dream is still alive

Oh yeah..

The dream is still alive
Look here in my eyes
Can you see what Im feeling
The dream is still alive
The one of you and i
And my heartache is healing
I couldnt let it die
For all the times we tried
The dream is still alive...

question of live..

suddenly this question came up in my mind..


as of for me.. well, i have no idea.. absolutely no idea.. ohh my.. should i say..
-hey dont do town planning for ur degree.. u should be working with ur dad.. it will be much better in terms of salary and working hours..
-stop being such a stupid and lazy bump!! go to work and do it seriously..
or maybe..
-STOP EATING!! u already weight a horse!!
maybe.. ermmm
- ermmmmmm..

i really have no idea.. perhaps, i have too much to say.. that i dont know how to elaborate here..

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

rise & shine.. sunshine!!

I find it very hard to wake up in the morning every day... (ehehe.. bangang kan).. but, seriously.. every single morning.. I'm not sure whether it is because of my bed (comfy giler) or is it me?? (pemalas giler) or is it the environment of my office? (alasan).. but its a good reason for me.. I'm not that happy.. I really dont know why.. but I just really really am not happy working here.. kadang-kadang rase kecewa sangat ngan idup ni tau.. rasa macam semua benda tak kena.. semua benda yang dihajatkan tak penah dapat..


last week.. selangor kan cuti on thursday.. so, i brought my aunties, my cousins, bro and sis to Melaka Bandaraya Bersejarah.. before that my auntie, Makcik Roy who lived in Jitra, kedah visit us on hari raya haji.. said that he last went to melaka.. 15 years ago.. she really wants to go to melaka again.. maybe she have some kind of memories ..kenangan dolu2.. who knows la kan.. since, aku pon lame je rasernye tak berjalan.. ape salahnyer.. (minyak keta mak bagi.. bayar tol jer) so.. lets go!!!
kene pergi 2 kereta.. sebab 1 keta tak muat.. maklumlah.. besar2 dan sihat2.. dan juga ramai... my city and my bro's civic.. on the way to air keroh toll, ade segerombolan motor2 besar.. woww.. bikers.. really cool.. how i wish i'm riding that big bike with them.. zaman muda.. bukan lagi..

okay, keluar ke air keroh toll plaza.. terus ke arah kota melaka.. silap masuk jalan.. i'm supposed to go left into jalan bendahara.. tapi i went right instead.. i end up on jalan munshi abdullah.. (ingat kat penang jer ade munshi abdullah or KL?).. so, pusing2 ntah kemana.. tak ape lah.. nama pon jalan2.. strolling along the roads.. masuk celah2 bangunan.. kalau tak sesat, u dont know the real face of melaka.. bila sesat.. boleh tengok2 keadaan kat sana.. time tu diorang tak cuti kan.. okay lah.. jalan2 keta mmg banyak.. jem gak nak masuk melaka.. sampai.. parking kat tepi dataran pahlawan...

siott betul.. diorang ingat semua org tau ker yang kene bayar parking.. kalau tak ade signboard ke ape ke.. mana la org tau yg kene pegi beli kupon letak kereta dulu.. bangang.. kan dah kene saman.. pedulikan... ape diorang ingat aku penah bayar ke saman parking.. stupid, as*ho**... menci aku.. menciiiii

adik, makteh ngan amir naik beca.. kitorang amek yang package.. (package laaaa) RM40 untuk 1jam... semua sekali ade 6 beca yang disewa.. aku naik sorang la.. kesian pakcik tuh bawak aku.. sorry pakcik adi... ehehehe... dlm 1 jam tuh.. diorang bawak jalan2 ke masjid keling, makam hang jebat, makam hang kasturi.. rumah baba & nyonya.. banyak lagi la tempat yang sempat dibawa dlm masa 1 jam.. bagus jugak.. kalau tak naik beca, harap nak carik sendiri. mmg tak jumpe la.. ingat nak pegi jonker street.. tapi, jongker street tu alive malam jer.. hurmm..

best gak la.. banyak sangat gambar kalau nak letak ni.. hermm...

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

clinton loves tun mahathir.. BETUL!!

See what Clinton said about Tun Dr Mahathir Mohd.

"But what Clinton revealed about Tun Dr Mahathir Mohamad was more interesting. He listed down the names of leaders he admired during his term as US president.

They included South Africa’s Nelson Mandela, Palestine’s Yasser Arafat and China’s Jiang Zemin."

“And certainly, Dr Mahathir. He did the right thing (in pegging the ringgit) during the 1997 financial crisis. His model worked, not necessarily elsewhere, but certainly he did the right thing.”

Clinton said he used to discuss about Dr Mahathir at the White House with his advisers and sometimes told them that they were not practical (when they touched on politics and economics) “because you guys have never run for office.”

Funny how some Malaysians are worshipping Lee Kuan Yew and condemning all what you have done before. The funnier thing is, all those LKY's worshipper from Malaysia are 100% Chinese. These people their brain just can't accept a Malay leader can be good and lead them, although they know some things that you have done are just brilliant. See all those comments in Malaysia Today, almost all comments are arrogant and sound racist condemning the Malays and Islam.

My point is, our race relations in Malaysia is getting worst day by day. Now people are brave enough to use racist remarks openly and insult our religion but the government are doing nothing about it. This is one of the major things that Najib should look onto when he take over. And Tun you surely have some brilliant ideas to advise Najib. Please help this country before its getting worst.


saya pon suka tun mahathir.. suka sangat.. semoga tun sentiasa bahagia dan diberkati.. insyaAllah.. amiinn..

Tuesday, December 9, 2008


patutnye dah post masa rayer .. tapi lupa.. post je la...

eheheh.. selamat hari raya aidiladha.. korban ape yer tahun ni? ermm.. tak ade ape2 yang terlintas plak dlm kepala otak nih.. ape yang aku korbankan tahun ni.. aku tambah berat ade lah.. aku korbankan kerja kat crest builder dan dtg keje kat iktisas.. maybe that the one laa kot pengorbanan aku thn ni.. ermm.. entah laaa...

Friday, December 5, 2008

dalam kesejukan

kenapalah sejuk sangat ofis ni.. aku ni badan besar, tapi masih aku yang terasa sangat sejuk.. yang lain tak raser sejuk pon.. rilek jer.. aduiihh.. nak kebas dah jari jemari aku ni.. kaki pon same.. ishk22...

dulu, masa aku muda2 dulu.. aku slalu tulis ayat2 ataupon kata-kata yang aku rasa jiwang.. pada pandangan aku laa..

hidup ni selalu tak adil kan, tapi kita tak ada pilihan but to get through it with all our strength.. but then, we will always stumble and fall.. that is why we have to be very very strong and tough to get up and stand again.. stand on our own little feet.. (mine, besar gak la.. size 8 tuu) if we are not strong enough, we may not have the ability to live this horrible or unfair life the we had..
for some people, life seems so easy on them.. they get what they want.. they succeed in their career, life, marriage.. perhaps, they also make thousands per month.. but deep inside their heart, are they happy with their life? are they satisfied with their accomplishments? do they get to feel the real and true meaning of life? for me, to really understand the meaning and to feel the beauty of life is by going trough all the rough and hard edges.. at some point, maybe life allows u to lay back a while and at some point, the current of the life become so strong that u will be washed away.. but in the end, we finally arrive at our destination, with all the bruises, wounds here and there.. maybe the wounds still bleeding, the bruises still giving such pain.. the pain that we can barely stand.. embrace the pain!!! ganbatte!! we have no choice but to deal with it our self..

when we settle down.. take our own sweet time enjoying the beauty of life, the bruises and wound that we once had will literally shaped u.. they will create our personality, that bruises and wound will make u a better person.. hope so.. that bruises will become the colours in ur life.. which u will appreciate it very much later.. for those who get to the destinations safe and sound, without all the wounds, bruises.. for me, they missed something useful.. something important in our own self.. we are gonna be just like we.. some people need to be pushed to be a better person.. but some people just like them self as the way they are.. its okay though... ahahah.. what am i saying..
i am so damn bored in office.. i need to rush the report and plans for rt kajang.. but, im typing some stupid things here.. yeahh.. i know.. i need a break from my life.. hopefully a long break.. holidays maybe.. bungee jumping.. sky diving.. something that can ripped my heart or my brain off.. (nauzubillah... tak bermaksud yang bukan-bukan..)

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

life is wonderful..


It takes a crane to build a crane
It takes two floors to make a story
It takes an egg to make a hen
It takes a hen to make an egg
There is no end to what I'm saying

It takes a thought to make a word
And it takes some words to make an action
It takes some work to make it work
It takes some good to make it hurt
It takes some bad for satisfaction

La la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Al la la la la

It takes a night to make it dawn
And it takes a day to make you yawn brother
And it takes some old to make you young
It takes some cold to know the sun
It takes the one to have the other

And it takes no time to fall in love
But it takes you years to know what love is
It takes some fears to make you trust
It takes those tears to make it rust
It takes the dust to have it polished

Ha la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is so full of
Ah la la la la la la life is so rough
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is our love
Ah la la la la la

It takes some silence to make sound
It takes a loss before you found it
And it takes a road to go nowhere
It takes a toll to make you care
It takes a hole to make a mountain

Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ha la la la la la life is wonderful
Ha la la la la la life is meaningful
Ha la la la la la life is wonderful
Ha la la la la la life it wonderful
It is so meaningful
It is so wonderful
It is meaningful
It is wonderful
It is meaningful
It goes full circle
Full circle

Monday, December 1, 2008

am so sad...

sedih sangat-sangat..... sedih sangat... tak dapat nak jadik cikgu tu.. harap sangat2... tpi tak ade rezeki.. terpaksala terima kenyataan..
memang la memula tuh tak meletak harapan yang tinggi sangat kat application ni.. yer lah, 1st time apply kan.. tapi, bile ramai orang yang offer bantuan, kata diorang boleh tolong.. (pakai kabel laa kirenyer).. tapi tak kisah lah.. kabel ke ape ke.. nak jadik cikgu jer.. bukannyer nak apply keje pegawai kat memana jabatan kerajaan.. jadi cikgu jer.. heeiisshh... sedih sangat biler pikir.. berharap sangat, tapi tak ade rezeki..

sedih sangat.. huhu.. masa memule check kat ofis, tgk selambe je die kuar.. "dukacita dimaklumkan anda tidak berjaya".. macam agak terkejut jer dan agak terkesima.. macam nak mengalir air mata jer.. tapi, takkan nak nangis.. malu jer.. tapi time tuh raser macam trus kepala sakit.. trus kepala raser macam berdenyut sangat hebat... pening kepala.. raser nak demam,.. trus terbatuk2.. (mmg dah tak bape sihat.. tapi bile tau.. macam serta merta demam).. bile tau jer.. trus call mak.. bgtau mak, tak dapat jadi cikgu tuh la mak.. tak berjaya.. mak kate tak ape lah.. next year try lagi... cuma hati aku ni jer yang dapat bgtau macam mana aku kecewa dgn hidup aku ni sebenarnye...

mak kate mak mmg tak ade kenal sesiapa dlm kementerian atau jabatan.. so, tak boleh la mak nak tolong.. tapi mak kan pengetua.. tah la.. tak ape.. bukan rezeki aku.. sepupu aku try 3 kali baru dapat.... tak ape lahh.. yusyaila.. sabar.. kene banyak sabar kan yusyaila.. rezeki masing2.. terima lah sumer ni dgn hati yang tabah... insyaAllah...